The words "The world around you is the mirror of yourslef" is very correct as whatsoever you feels towards others they will recon the same feelings towards you...so i though all the nice thinkings about you...whenever i wrote you any email you replied me it makes you so special for me caz you are the one and only in my friends list who is replying all emails frequently otherwise generally peoples dont have time for others...you seems a realy true friend i hope my search for a real good friend ends with you...finding such a good friend on the internet like you is just a dream come true so you had asked me to for introduction i hope in the succeding paragraphs you are going to know soo many things about me .....
i am a soldier in Indian Armed Forces, i am a good sportsmen, a good swimmer and a sharp shooter of rifle association of armed forces where i had participated in services events and won many medals in shooting and swimming also....i am the only son of my parents and i had already attained Kargil war....i love my friends from the deep of my heart caz i saw the meaning of friendship in the war of kargil where i saw the friends die for their friends in our casual life we can only do promises but in armed forces we learn how to give up for our friends and our nation....
born and brough up in delhi ... my father is a retired military officer and from my childhood its my dream to be a soldier ... a true soldier who safe guard motherland and the peoples of india...i feel proud on my uniform and on my work...now a days here in our unit we are doing regular exercises of war against terriorists but i dont want to do any exercises i just wanna join the field area for the i had already approached my seniors for the posting in Jammu and Kashmir whenever i hear about the activities of terrorists i am unable to control my feelings...i know alone i cant do anything but i am very much assured that all my friends are with me and you are the one of them caz i love all my friends and they all love me.....
whenever i went on leave my mother used to cry and hug me till now i do not understand why she used to cry as i am in the service of our mother...but she feel proud on me.... i saw that when kargil war took place... when i got telegram from my unit that your leave is cancelled and you have to report i just show that to my father he advised me to pack the luggage and move as fast as possible when my mother come to now she was crying and when i was totally ready for move she does AARTI of mine and told me go, win and come back....
well i went there is saw soo many friends die there which gives us more and more power to thrash the enemy by entering their lines...
about my girl friend and love.....
i love a girl named binu whose father is a good friend of my father from my childhood i was with her when we are studying in 12std we planned for marriage and i told my parents about that ... they got agreed and binu's parents are also ready for that marriage...but my father told me that i have to join armed forces after that only they will be agree... and binu told me that she wanted to see me a Marine Commando... on completion of my basic training i became volunteer for marine commando course held in mumbai and i was selected in screening and on fourth week of my training i got a telegram frm my house that binu met with an accident come soon...i saw that telegram to my seniors they told me if you wish to go you have to withdraw from the course and i was ready for that very next day i got an another telegram that binu expires....which brokes my heart soo much life seems useless for me i started drinks and due to disciplinary ground i was withdrawn from the course... that night i saw binu in my dreams she told me that why you broke my dreams as her dream was to see me a marine commando, but the my seniors never lesson to me and i was sent back to my previous unit... in next batch of marine commandos i again became volunteer and did my course successfullly....
whenever i am alone i feel binu very near to me some time i hear the name of binu in the whisper of air...
whenever i need her she came in my dreams and talk with me
i did promise in front of my binu that i will not love any girl in the manner i love her and on her death i am in bound to not to fall in love with anyone except my parents, nation and friends as they are ready to gave up their lives.
i just want to push towards the field area caz i know i have to win both the sides of a coin .... if i win i got another medal in my uniform which binu likes soo much...and if i die i got binu.....
well friend thats all about myself
this is the thing which i wont tell to anyone but i donno why i had written all the history of my life to you caz you seems very nice to me
yours truely
suraj
